Author Archives: ahiddibah

In the marketing class I took, the presenter said we should set goals for ourselves. I joined one of his groups and people were talking about how they were setting goals of selling their books. They had just released their books and only sold two copies. I felt like an asshole saying, “I’ve sold 80Continue reading “Author’s Goals”

Against my better judgment, I went on a 1.5 mile hike. A hilly, mountain hike with stairs up and down both ways. I have done this hike before and I remember it being a good hike. I remember it being a very long hike, but I’ve been told by two people it is a shortContinue reading “Cascade Falls”

For the first time in at least a decade, I took a nap. I don’t know how this phenomenon happened, but I took an hour long nap. We went for that brief walk yesterday and I ate my lunch. I felt drowsy. Normally, I would read or write. I did do some writing, but thenContinue reading “Naptime”

I’m at the cabin spending my first day. I’m feeling my weight. I am just over the 300-pound mark at the moment but only by five pounds. We went for a short hike 1.5 miles. Nothing too drastic. I did not break out in hives. It was good. My whole body ached. My knees hurtContinue reading “Grim Truth About Weightloss”

I’m leaving to get out of the city tomorrow. I am going with my movie buddy. We are going to go up and do some writing, walking, reading and cooking. This is my first trip up to the cabin this season. I normally would have been up a couple of time but D went withContinue reading “Cabin Bound”

I am embarking on a new writing adventure. The idea that I wrote one book made me want to write another book. While writing Yes, I Took My Meds, I had several manic moments and had vivid dreams. It lead me to believe that some of these dream were real and I had difficulty wakingContinue reading “New World”

I just entered my book into a the International Book Award Contest. Results will be out in July. Hopefully, I caught all my typos. More than likely, I did not. It is worth the try to get into a book contest to at least see what the process is like. It was cheaper than otherContinue reading “Book Contest”

I just met with my new psychiatrist doctor. I really like her but we are still getting to know each other. As you know, if you have been following, I had to use my rescue meds. I tried getting in to see her but I could not move my appointment. i was not in crisisContinue reading “New Doc Meeting Part 2”

This picture is the stuff of nightmares. One I had last night and could not get back to sleep. My dreams are often vivid. I have several a night and they often flow into each other. This was the first dream of the night, well, nightmare. I was driving a RZR ATV in the desertContinue reading “Nightmares”

A week out and I finally feel normal again. I am sleeping for the most part. Last night was the exception. I was up on and off but I went right back to sleep. Upping the small dose of the risperadol has caused a small increase of hunger. That’s the kicker. I’m trying to drinkContinue reading “Med and Typo check”