Cobra Kai
Rick Just finished watching cobra Kai. I think you would have given it a dog and a half. I give it two dogs. Maybe you would have given it two dogs. I don’t know. All I know is that you missed it. No more Johnny. No more hating on Sam. No more cheering on fightContinue reading “Cobra Kai”
Spoke Way Too Soon…
I knew better than to put in writing anything positive about my love life. It would just jinx it. And so…. Yeah. Pretty sure there’s no boyfriend. Ugh… Fucking just……. UGH!!!
New boyfriend
I haven’t had a so called “boyfriend” in years. But Tom has stated that he wants to be my boyfriend and me to be his girlfriend. I don’t know what all that entails other than no extra side pieces which I have cut off. I write this as he snores in my bed. After aContinue reading “New boyfriend”
Rick
I lost my best friend. The pain has been excruciating. I haven’t felt grief like this since my brother died. The depth of my sorrow washed over me. I have been inconsolable. I questioned the universe, my faith, the meaning of life…my life. I immediately began to self-medicate to dull the agony in my heart.Continue reading “Rick”
Irritable Shift to Mania
Twenty days ago I had this stifling feeling in my gut. I twitched my nose at sounds and audibly groaned at things that never really bothered me. My skin prickled at my students laughing and poking fun at each other. I just wanted to yell at them to shut the hell up, but I didn’t.Continue reading “Irritable Shift to Mania”
No Consent is Sexual Assault
I’ve been trying to figure out how I wanted to write this. I’m still processing it but I am compelled to share my story as I always am. I have shared my dating dilemmas with you but this goes beyond that. This was, is, a confusing experience. After meeting a man, Jeff, we became intimate.Continue reading “No Consent is Sexual Assault”
Triggered Tearful Moment
As I laid in bed, my little Yorkie, Bella, snuggled up next to me. In that moment, I was triggered back to the hours after my brother’s passing. Her tiny body and weight leaned into me and the memory washed over me. Tears welled in my eyes. And I just took a deep breath. IContinue reading “Triggered Tearful Moment”
Pinky Says Goodbye to Brain
All week I’ve been trying to think about how I wanted to write about my covid experience. I got sick last Saturday. I don’t remember anything until Wednesday beyond taking meds, drinking tea, and eating soup. It’s all a blur. I’m over the hump and recovering. Covid fucked me, not in my health, but inContinue reading “Pinky Says Goodbye to Brain”
NaNoWriMo
So much for a sprint, it was definitely a marathon of writing. NaNoWriMo is National Novel Writing Month. A challenge for authors to finish their novels in the month of November with a 50K word count as a goal. You log your word count every day and monitor your progress. To stay on target youContinue reading “NaNoWriMo”
Covering Scars
I am a cutter. I have been since I was 12 years old. I don’t know how or why I stopped, or when I finally stopped. I think it was during college. I went many years without any self-harm. But with a vengeance, it came back a few years ago and I found myself cuttingContinue reading “Covering Scars”
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