Which is what?!
I guess if we could answer that question to a variety of symptoms we could be fucking millionaires. But in this instance I’m referring to me and my bipolar. The million dollar question is how much of me is the bipolar?! And how much of the bipolar isn’t me?! What is illness?! What is my…
Meeting in the Middle
A lot has happened since my unexpected visitor. We had several weeks of fun. In fact the last week was the most amazing week I thought I’d end on a high note. After a weekend of partying. North Carolina and I went to sleep. He snored for several more hours. Only to wake to feed…
Old face emerges.
I sent a draft of a man’s chapter of my work in progress to them back in December. A draft of how I felt I needed to express my feelings after our break up. Well. Today, he read the chapter. I had deleted his number. Email. Everything. Apparently. He reached out in January but I…
The N Word
Over the years as a teacher, I’ve had “The Talk” with kids of all backgrounds and different grades from 3rd grade to 8th grade about the N word. To be clear, just as I am with my students, the first N word is the word nigger. The second N word is the word Nigga. First…
Thelma & Louise
Friendships blossom in different ways. Season. Reason. Lifetime. That’s the saying. I make all kinds of friends. Most of them last a lifetime. Many of my friendships go but we pick up after long periods of time without talking and rejoice at a text or a phone call out of the blue. Maybe even a…
Dog Tried to Kill Me
After staying up all night with a successful party under the hat we retired in the morning light to bed after a sunrise fire. We had a discussion about the behavior of a friend of mine and how it made him feel uncomfortable with her feelings toward me. I’m naive. I cried a little. He…
Ate Shit
So I fall all the time. I usually contain that situation to my home. Sometimes that involves drinking but most times it involves just walking and chewing gum. This week I ate shit in the quad in front of students during passing period. I was wearing a heeled boot. I thought the boot felt weird…
My Big Feelings
I’ve always felt emotions deeper than I feel the “normal” person does. I cry more quickly. I used to be fast to anger. But mostly I have always loved with a deep passion that can either make or break a person. It can also make or break me. Love is what’s on my mind. I…
Spoke Way Too Soon…
I knew better than to put in writing anything positive about my love life. It would just jinx it. And so…. Yeah. Pretty sure there’s no boyfriend. Ugh… Fucking just……. UGH!!!
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