SOOOO. New dating app. New pool of dating applicates.
Bumble so far has been the best dating app out there. I wish I had tried it sooner. Within a day I have several conversations going with guys who didn’t seem completely out there.
I have currently been on several dates with Mellow Man since last Sunday. He is one of the most mellow people I have ever met on these dating sites. The rush of something new is great but I’m worried I’m going to ruin it somehow. My eagerness is showing.
He wants to take it slow but we’ve done anything but take it slow. In the past week since we met we have seen each other five times. We really enjoy each other’s company. I’m trying not to read to much into that. It is only a week. But I can see us hanging out for longer. I’m not ready for a long term relationship but I would like a relationship.
I just don’t want to scare him off. My eagerness just might now do that. Or I think so. I’ve got butterflies. And excitement. I look forward to every meeting and every text.
We have not made it to the two week weirdo status yet. So there is time for the Mellow Man to turn out to be a creep. He doesn’t seem like that is the way it would it would go, but this time I know it would be because of me.
He is very affectionate. I like that. It’s been a long time since someone has shown me affection. Just a gentle hug, a soft kiss, a tender rub on my leg. But take it slow.
He smiles after every time I kiss him and I can hear his heart beat faster after each kiss. It’s wonderful. I just don’t know if it will last.
I suppose if it doesn’t will have had a great week. Something to measure up to the next person that comes along. It will be a high standard to come across.
He accepts my bipolar status without a blink of an eye. He seems intrigued by me. I am intrigued by him. There is a lot to discover. I hope there is more time left to do that.
Maybe I’m just in a mood right now. But I feel down about it this morning. I feel like I cursed it somehow. This is all too good to be true. Well, one more week to be sure. Then we will see.