Weirdest shit ever!!!

So pseudo boyfriend is def over. He is completely psycho. Completely.

We had a wild ride. Cool. Just chillin over the weekend. Me. Him. My boy. My almost 30 year old boy. It was all worldly.

By the end of the weekend he disappeared while I slept. I woke up as soon as he left. The way one does when you know your lover has left your bed. Even for a moment. Your gut just knows.

I looked for him thinking he went into the kitchen. Patrick just said something about letting another loser go. I was super disoriented and confused.

We had a great weekend. We had talked about intimacy and had seemed to come to an understanding. Then…poof!

I reached out and I got these cryptic messages of you know what it is. You know what’s happening. You know what you did. I can’t handle it. I won’t tell anyone but I am uncomfortable with it.

He started telling me bits and pieces. Also including a backpedal statement of hey I might be delusional … and then also … I don’t believe anything you say…

This motherfucker in his delusional state thinks I’m fucking my kid.

NO FUCKING SHIT!

I don’t know how he put this together in his delusional mind but he thinks there’s some impropriety thing happening between my kid and me. He went so far as to leave his phone in the room to record our conversation and back up his accusation.

I’m sickened by this fuck to think this would ever take place.

NC and I have bounced back and forth between on and off but the switch is off. Fuck. The power plant is out of commission!

This sick fuck!

Can you even imagine?!

What the fuck?!

The guys I attract?! Lord help me.

Happy 4th. Let the fireworks fly!